Here's the thing

I once again have no idea what to write about, but my brain is going crazy. So, someone should give me an idea. I love them :)

So once there was a question...

What would I need to be capable of feeling like an adult. That's a tricky question, because I'm gonna be honest. I don't really want to feel like an adult. It has a horrifying connotation to me. Because being a kid is fun. Kids are capable of doing anything they put their mind to...Adults limit themselves, they have to be a certain way. There are "qualifications." I feel my life doesn't need those, I'm a person that can't live within limited boundaries. I like the freedom to whatever I feel like doing. I love the ability to make decisions and choices, but adults still limit themselves. They give themselves a feeling of accomplishment for saying they can't do those things anymore. Being an adult means you're better than being a kid, which to me makes it worse. By defining themselves as better it feels to me that they're limiting themselves with whatever makes them better. So, I don't want to ever feel like an adult, I don't want to experience what it's like to define myself as better, smarter, bigger, or whatever. I like believing in Santa, I love believing in magic. I feel there is nothing that would make me want to be an adult. I want to be a kid with my wife, I want to be a kid with my kids, and most of all I want to be a kid with my grandkids, there's nothing cooler than a kid grandpa, right? ^_^

Perfect Day.

My perfect day, is ridiculous. But That's ok, because I'm ridiculous. I'd love to spend all day in a hot tub whilst snowing, even though it's closer to like 50 degrees outside. I'd love for random people that I love to come and go, some like Hannah, ZackH, Gary and family I'd like to stay longer or just all day. There's really no activities planned, just being able to do whatever whimsy or fancy I feel like following. We'd play some sports at some point, we'd watch BYU crush Utah at all sports 100-0. Those sort of things. Truly, there would be no structure to it, just full of people that I love and love me too!

Blarg!

So, I don't have easy access to a computer anymore, so I will attempt to be super cool and blog and stuff still, but it'll be even less frequent. Which is a shame, I've almost gotten into a groove with this thing. Me and bloggy are becoming good friends, hopefully this won't affect out relationship too much. We have so much in common sometimes. Plus, bloggy has the added benefit of doing what I ask of him that is within his power. It's good to have such a friend. Nevertheless, I will be blogging less, but still, I ask that you ask questions about what you want to know about me! I would love to respond, but I am not very good at speaking about myself. I recently didn't apply for a job because it wanted me to write two paragraphs about myself and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. So please, comment, ask, whatever. I would love to hear what you want to hear about so that I can respond to it!